no one ever approves, everyone shakes their head, and gives their reasons, never listens to yours, doesn't validate your feelings, too young. too dumb. too naïve. blind girl, with your head in the clouds, snap out of it. to hell with you, i love the clouds. and, i swear i will touch the sky one… Continue reading approval.
the girl on the inside, the girl in the reflection of the mirror is bloody, bruised. the girl here smiles, says,"I'm fine." the girl in the mirror cries until her tears flood this room and drown her. the girl here swallows the pain and the girl in the mirror screams but I keep throwing her… Continue reading girl.
Dear Someone, People say when I was younger, I was happy. I cried over a lost stuffed animal, but then Mom would give me teddy bear, and I would be alright. I’d name him, play with him, and move on. People say a lot of things. Now they say sad, depressed, queer. She seems to… Continue reading Dear Someone XXXIII
Dear Someone, we sit the lights are dimming the water is simmering, under the heat of summer twilight the stars are shining brightly tonight. I hold tightly onto your wrist. we cry the sun draws us with stencils with thick lines and dark pencils as we run down the burning sidewalks from our parents and… Continue reading Dear Someone III
Dear Someone, Have you ever had a question for someone, but they're so out-of-reach you don't know how to ask it? I do. I think the answer wouldn't make me feel better, but the question is weighing my soul down. It's a simple, "Why did you say that?" In my mind, I'm screaming it, or… Continue reading Dear Someone II
I saw the sun set will it ever rise again? the blackness is a plague it takes victims I wonder when it will grab me... sometimes the phone rings I let it ring and ring and ring afraid someone might hold me responsible on the other line… Continue reading who?
this is a delicate sadness, a haunting madness. that's all.