maybe, i am in so much pain because i live in a world of frauds copying the same painting when i'm an impressionist and they say my work is too different from the original and i sank into madness
I don't recognize myself anymore, who is this girl? I never look her in the eyes or tears will ruin her perfect facade of foundation and mascara and then everyone will know. people say, "I love you." people say, "you're not alone." but I feel alone when they hug me, I feel numb as… Continue reading analysis of self.
the girl on the inside, the girl in the reflection of the mirror is bloody, bruised. the girl here smiles, says,"I'm fine." the girl in the mirror cries until her tears flood this room and drown her. the girl here swallows the pain and the girl in the mirror screams but I keep throwing her… Continue reading girl.
Dear Boy, Stop looking at me like it's my fault, and making those boys look at me like a slut. Stop saying 'hi' in hallways like a pitiful fool, and intimidating me by breathing down my neck. I'm so sick, I almost fainted five times today. My head hurts, my heart hurts, and I'm so tired.… Continue reading Dear Boy II
these casualties keep piling up around us you hardly seem to notice but I see the pain it is causing you call me a coward call me what you like I don't answer to your command because I'm realizing this isn't my battle shoot me down with the gun cocked in your hands the one… Continue reading casualties.
peter pan take me away I'm a lost girl who'd rather play pretend and sword fight all day than face this reality it hurts so peter pan you and I are so full of dreams and people keep crushing them our cynical side is showing more than we would like peter pan we cannot let them win so… Continue reading peter pan, take me away.