please don't say goodbye again, it's breaking my heart. I didn't realize how lonely I was, until you came and we talked for an hour. it wasn't long enough... and soon you'll be going home again when this was once your home this is heartbreaking, I have to stop dwelling on the past.
We sat side by side in the dressing room, tears streaming down our faces, broken, bleeding, crying for help; you held my hand, and said we had to stay friends, fight time, fight the impending pages rustling by quickly... too quickly. I want to freeze time and stay with you. I want to miss you [...]
on key singing; your voice ringing in my head all week. car window searching; it's your face I look for every time. my favorite songs tells a story; that I never heard until you came. everyone tells me the rumors, that I never heard from you. the city lights shine, like fallen stars. [...]
I am the girl who calculates the risks, who writes poetry about life, who sips her tea and tries to decide if she even has a future. I am a flight risk, with a fear of failing. fear of falling in love I hate change, you came along with your mischievous ocean eyes, musical soul, and [...]
i am a ghost as i walk through my room and see a little girl she cries, and no one knows why but i do... i pick her up and wipe the matted hair from her face i tell her no more tears as i wipe the ones swelling in my own eyes [...]
3 A.M. and I'm wondering if you're up; if you're alive, holding on by a thread, like I am, and the hours dwindle by slowly. I'm talking to my ceiling, and thinking it's you, yet the ceiling doesn't have your warmth but it has the same blank stare and pasty coloring. So, I keep [...]
You say I'm crazy, untrustworthy, and sensitive. You say I have too many trust issues, low-self esteem, and bad judgement. I wish you were wrong, but you're right...I'm all of those things. Do you know how many people I've let in? Not many. This girl without makeup, that tries not to cry because she's [...]