someone give me life, because lately I'm having a hard time staying awake I laid in my bed--mid day-- and stared at my ceiling in silence my sweatshirt doesn't keep me warm anymore I'm chilled to my core there is a lump in my throat, I tried to wash it away but it's latched on… Continue reading resuscitate.
maybe, i am in so much pain because i live in a world of frauds copying the same painting when i'm an impressionist and they say my work is too different from the original and i sank into madness
I'll never understand people. We break, fight, gossip, and hurt each other. We throw our sticks, stones, and words. We fall in love, we have best friends, we make promises. We fall out of love, we lose our best friends, we break our promises. And, it's by choice. I sometimes can't sleep because I'm haunted by… Continue reading being human is getting too complicated.
Dear Boy, Stop looking at me like it's my fault, and making those boys look at me like a slut. Stop saying 'hi' in hallways like a pitiful fool, and intimidating me by breathing down my neck. I'm so sick, I almost fainted five times today. My head hurts, my heart hurts, and I'm so tired.… Continue reading Dear Boy II
3 AM. I lie in my bed, replaying and replaying my life in my mind. The hurt, the pain, the bullies, the lies, the boys. I can't help it of late, I don't even have the strength to fight it at all today. I usually throw in a couple good memories in the endless slideshow, but… Continue reading I’m Climbing.
The wild horses trample us under their feet until we are dust in the ground you held my hand but let go in the chaos I can’t find you I want to but every time I come close the horses come again to spread us farther apart.
I let my head bounce on the window pane as the car moves along. The city's lights shine like fallen stars. The world was a mix of blacks and blues. I could never have you; is the only thing I can think. I inflict myself with such pain, letting my heart break like this. We… Continue reading Excerpts 3