I cry though I shouldn’t be.
I bleed though I see no blood.
I feel blind though I can see.
People tell me I am perfect, though I am flawed.
I thought I saw the beach.
But a tidal wave consumes me.
They wanted to teach.
I pushed them away, wanting to flee.
Reality shot holes in the walls of imagination,
I had a secret that ate at my heart.
I wanted to be flawless, but I had an addiction.
I just want to restart.